dance with me =D

fickle minded

2010-05-31T04:40:00.000-07:00

my test week has started.

still im feeling pretty slack, i need to focus.

its really hard to focus when theres so many things stuck up there in my mind .

i think im becoming more and more fickle minded.

which is really bad.

i want it , i dont whether i want it , i dont want it , but i want it kinda feeling ?

this year is gonna be my gadgety gadget year :D

i hope .

need to work and need to save :D

i wanna get a s90 ! HEHEH.but my sister has it aldy , should i get it ?

oh ,i just bought a new ipod touch . =X

i'll give my old ipod to my erjie .

what else should i get ? hmm..

my random thoughts. .

2010-05-27T22:37:00.000-07:00

i wanna get TONS of clothes

i wanna get shoes too .

i wanna watch sex and the city 2 .

i wanna get my ipod touch tmr.

i wanna go for sheila's jazz classes..

i wanna go for bryan's broadway classes.

i wanna improve my modern /jazz cause i look like crap .

i wanna get dance shoes.

i wanna get foot thongs .

i wanna get a necklace with my name curved on it . *stares at shuwei*

i wanna go universal studios

i dont trust people easily

i dont open up to people easily

i am super dao if i dont know you

i am super dao if i dont like you

i am super crazy

i am damn random

i need to study now . BYE.

crappy day

2010-05-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

maybe im being stupid

or paranoid.

but im feeling really crappy .

maybe its just my day:(

cramps . backache . burnt by some random person's soup. not being able to buy my uniform. and other stuff.

just when i hope things cld get better. it turn for the worst .

this is exactly why i aint an optimistic person .

once i become optimistic, things always fall the other way .

FMstupidL

2010-05-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

had a lot of performances lately.

went for fredy and bryan's class on wednesday . it was awesome. im just waiting for the videos to be uploaded.

lalala.

i knw haven been updating recently.

went for supper on fri with mr soh cai xin .

we had something like astons but its not, cause they changed the name to sth else.

then we went over to dessert bowl . SOMEONE SMARTY PANTS ordered too much food .

and only 1 out of the 3 tasted decent .

lol :D

we walked all the way to the park .

and then all the way down to get frolicks for his sister.

and yes, we have to meet up with the rest soon . gathering ..........or sth.

and ouchy ouch .....

my back feels weirder than normal .

i think its either a muscle pull , or i tore some muscle there.

crap..

my worst day ever !

2010-05-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

seriously, i think im down on my luck or sth .

everything aint exactly going smoothly .

sucks.

it does .

esp today .

first, i missed my bus .

then there isnt any cab in sight for me to flag.

i was running late . so i decided to just hop on the next bus i see .

i board the bus , the guy who was alighting stepped on my feet without apologizing .

i swear , i was abt to curse.

nvm , i sat down .

the person sitting inside wanted to come out . i stood up , let him pass thru.

and what happen ?

he FREAKING STEPPED ON MY FEET, and walk off without apologizing.

WTF !? seriously ?

MAN !? more like fags .

i was 30mins late .

well thats fine .

until i started experience a terrible migraine .

i swear, it felt like my head's exploding .

had tpde meeting ,then went for dance training.

well , i took the last bus home.

went home , took out my lappy . and the next thing i knew, i received a call abt my wallet.

YES, i fucking lose my wallet without even realising .

what's even better ?

there's my ic , and $200 braces money inside.

THANK GOD EVERYTHING IS INTACT !

daddy drove me to the interchange to get it .

im so tired, i cant sleep and i have to rush my darn report. FML.

2010-05-01T11:15:00.000-07:00

I'm being so silly. I need to stop .

And I need to stop thinking so much.
I'm becoming a stone statue:(

2010-04-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

i think i've got slackest time table ever.
tues 1 lesson . wed 1 lesson. thurs no sch .
LOL . love it <3

i had the weirdest nightmare ever !!!
.
.
.
.

bees !! zomg.
damn scary . i dreamt that there were bees in my room !
it hovering all over me .and then it invaded my blanket.
AND STUNG ME .

thats not the grosses part-_=
i had pus soooooo fucking huge, i look like a frog.
omg i can remember it so vividly. so disgusting .

2010-04-26T21:03:00.000-07:00

old photos frm dnd :D

went fr ryan's class yesterday .OMG I SUCK.

esp during across the floor.

i look like an IDIOT. i swear.

and my blister keeps tearing .

nw i've got 2 holes on my 2 big toes.

lol .

then we started learning choreo .

amazing .

i love it .

but whether i can portray it well , hmm, its another story .

well , after class we were hanging out outside the studio

listening to ryan's story abt how he get all his injuries.

i swear, all of us(mel ,jj,jessica, sarah) were rolling on the floor , laughing our ass out !

LOL!!!

im gonna train before i go back for next week's class. i look atrocious . OMG .

2010-04-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

so totally engrossed with the convo

oh ,guess who ?

i had fun with dance clique tdy:D

we talked A LOT .laughed A LOT . and ate alot .

HAHAHA.

must have more of such outings.

but i dont wanna plan anymore . so mah fanz.

p/s: sometimes i dont even know what i want .

its like when i have it , i dont want it . when i dont have it , i want it back .

i know , i sound like a greedy person .

or maybe i am .

2010-04-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

have i mentioned how much i love my iphone ?!
and u know what my awesome mom just did ?
she got me an unlimited plan for internet usage !
THANKSIE MOMMY :D
lol .
i know , i quite loser.
cause i dont have the data plan . but yes, nw i have it .
bt my stupid battery dies faster than anything .

im totally hooked onto my iphone .
fbing , tweeting, playing games , msning.
whee. love it .

hey , my entire family is like that , so dont roll your eye at me .
even my 1year old nephew is hooked to the iphone.
i swear, he play games better than me.
and im not even exaggerating .
my mom is hooked too , to her bb and iphone .

my family quite trendy ok , we have 4 iphones at home and 2 bb :)
im gonna try use my mom's bb for a few days .HAHA. opps.

kk , im gonna prepare nw , gonna meet tpde clique later:D

p/s: IM DYING TO GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS :(

LONG FINGER NAILS ARE FUCKING GROSS.

2010-04-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

i think long finger nails are fucking gross, whether you're a guy or girl , its still disgusting. .
but its worst if you're a guy and you keep your nails long.
whatever, CALL ME SEXIST. but its true .

gosh im bored.
and im prolly pms-ing right nw , cause im feeling very impatient and annoyed for no fucking reason.
today i got drenched in the bloody thunderstorm .
the lightning was so freaking loud, i swear , its like a gun shot right beside you .
then it started raining dinosaurs and whales . the entire floor was flooded.
i was totally drenched, head to toe .
and what's worst ?
we had movie to catch .
so yes, we were freezing inside.

thank god, the movie was awesome. otherwise i'll cold and pissed.

btw, KICKASS IS DOPE. go watch .

SDD !!

2010-04-18T11:56:00.000-07:00

ryan :D !!!!
he never fails to inspire me <3

bryan :D
a great instructor, who really tries hard to help his students improve

NONAME:D dopeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yiwen !! lol

Joyce and the boys .
ZOMG.
JOYCE AND THE BOYS !!!! <3<3
honestly, if you're thinking of REPRESENTING singapore, who else can you think of besides joyce and the boys ?
i swear, they are the best candidates .
pink dollars was creative this time , actually they are always creative, coming up with the
best costumes and props .
though they win this time , i still love them :D
noname and lafuse ,AWESOME .
but the 2 who really REALLY blew me away was ....RYAN AND JESSICA !!!:D:D
omgggggggggggggg . i was screaming my lungs out .
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy to have them as instructors.
i cant really remember who the others were . oh wellz.

cam whored
then went for super later dinner with epic crew and mel .
then cabbed home with the NORTH EAST LINE PEOPLE.

arch , lines, hair flicks . LOVE IT , CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT ;D

2010-04-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I LOVE YOU ,KAYLA !!

my no. 1 fav mia micheal routine .

KAYLA KAYLA KAYLA !♥♥

i should totally watch more of sytycd , motivate me to train harder . the way they dance ,its so effortless.

i look like a fat pig when i dance , tired and ugly.

i've been discipline okay , training my extensions when ever i can . before i sleep , stretch .

when i wake up , stretch .

actually , i need to train my strength more than my flexibility . but i dont know how !!!!

i dnt wanna train the wrong muscle , and end having having big ugly useless muscles .!!!

went for bryan's class.

everytime he says that its gonna be easy , believe me , its a lie .

yes , today's class is easier than last week . but i swear, its 2 times more tiring than last week .

and i look like crap . my lines are , lineless !!! zomg .

school is starting in .. hmm .. if im skipping monday's lec, 4 days ! hahahaha .

no way im traveling all the way to freaking tampines frm serangoon garden just for an hour lecture . and travel

ALL the way home . waste my dad's car patrol.

lol.

no lec on tues. so yes, sch officially starts on wed:D

and im free every thurs . no sch :D

2010-04-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

i dont know , but i feel super motivated to train my techniques now .
more focus on techniques and lines .
not so much hiphop . though im cui still .
but everytimes it comes to jazz/modern , i feel more motivated to move forward, i guess its what i love most afterall .
today i went to school for ryan's training . i missed 1 lesson and i have A LOT to catch up.
A LOT ! ! ! ! ! ! !
then the entire sports complex blacked out .
damn retarded.
no aircon , no light , no music , only the giant shadow of a disgusting looking fly outside.
of course, this resulted in more sweat and more BO.
lol , cmi.
went and sat outside the studio.
i just randomly lifted my leg and put it on the wall , ryan saw and then asked me to show him .
lol , then the topic on extensions started.
he taught us how to stretched and of course helped me with my leg lifts .
im gonna drill on my extensions , and use it as power move like what ryan said :D

im gonna be disciplined and train my legs (esp my left leg which i neglected for years)
every alternate night :D
rubberwoman , HERE I COMEEEEEE.............

THAILAND

2010-04-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

haven been bloggin as often . so yes.

first day of thailand , we realise platinum was closed . *heart shattered*.

cha tuk chat was gonna close too .

cause they closes in the evening.

suan lum was close too .
we practically had nothing to do . so yes. we rotted. and resulted in shopping at carefour.
believe me , we bought a lot of crap.
we bought 4 cartons of breezer. which is only $1+ per bottle.
lots and lots of cup noodles, refer to picture below .
watched tv . went out to walk a bit . and then slept early.

day 2: had breakfast at hotel .1 WORD: SUCKS
the only thing which tasted normal is honey stars .but duh , its honey stars, how bad can it taste right ?
but what can u expect frm a $20+ /night hotel with above average service.
head to chat tuk chat. i didnt buy a lot though. i regret not buying enough .
platinum was still close . we took a taxi and head down to mbk .
omg , the taxi driver didnt understand us..
at all !
then he started talking to us abt elephants and changmai , we were so freaked out we thought he was gonna drive us there.
then he wind down his window and started talking to the lorry beside us which was filled with red shirt people. OMG , we thought they were gonna rob us or sth ! damn scary . !
so anyway
we took a tuktuk to suam lum at night . the driver drove recklessly.
which apparently was quite fun.
he's damn funny ! he drove thru the red light and he started giggling to himself.
i think he's not straight or sth . but the ride was hilarious.
bought a wallet and thats all :(
had dinner that which wasnt that fantastic. watch the trannies dance to bad romance , which apparently was cmi.
took a cab back , and witness something quite disturbing . i think theres this cab behind us
who was racing a jeep in front of us .
when we stopped at the traffic light , the driver in the jeep which apparently is a gangsta came down and walked pass us to the cab behind. i thought he had a gun or sth , i think they almost fight .
pretty scary .

day 3: platinum was finally open !wheeeeee...
bought some stuff, not a lot but at least i bought stuff.
i love platinum . best place ever !!!

day 4: riots again . platinum close , central world close.
we went to mbk and lil siam .
bought some stuff. see a lots of red shirt protesters .
bought some stuff ,not a lot but ya ..
then we took a cab back to our hotel.
the taxi uncle was super duper friendly , i swear.
he told us that 80% of the people in thailand supports the red party.
and its mostly lower and middle income people.
also , the entire country is corrupted .
he started praising our prime minister :)
he's damn nice. and half way thru he started dancing .
lol !

day 5 : platinum opened again ! finally .chiong like mad. bought 6 bags .
lots of clothes . :D
then quickly rushed back to hotel to pack our bags for our flight .
just before we entered the plane , thailand declared as state of emergency .
we are damn heng ! lol .
overall the trip was ok , though not the best ,but quite fun still :D

our usual routine before going to bkk .

bk than bkk .

DAMN DOPE , I SWEAR.

singapore's airport

cha tuk chat, and if you're wondering why aint i carrying anything

hahaaha

the answer : its on wilson's hand.

yes, we bought a lot of cup noodles.

YAY !!

i wanted to faint when i saw them singing and dancing to bad romance.

firstly , its outta tune.

secondly, the dancing is horrid. i bet my mom can dance better.

this tuktuk driver is DAMN AWESOME !

i had to change into this hideous looking pants before the thai massage

baibai looks like a small puppy here .

i so totally feel like slapping him ,awww, just kidding .

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE DRINK IN THAILAND !!!

beef soup . damn dope , i swear.

the basil pork . damn niceeeeee

2010-03-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

my super belated birthday .
wilson super super super super belated birthday
and shuwei's bday celeb

three of us are about to go to thailand and experience shopping heaven tgt :D

actually i have no idea what wilson is doing

2010-03-31T00:09:00.000-07:00

last couple of weeks was crazy for me .
first it was gems . 3 weeks of intensive trainings . then we had dnd , which was really
last min . not much time to prepare . had to rush frm dnd to rehearsals back to dnd.
i spent a lot a lot on cab fares.
i was stressing out on my steps , costumes and trying to make time for everything .
which isnt easy when everything clashes .
choreographer's ball was the most stress one ever. though i've got only 1 item.
rehearsals ends at 12-1 am . go home , wake up early , and rush off for rehearsals again .
but this is only the bad side.
its kinda worth it .
and of course fun .
but the best part is , im doing this cause i love it .
im damn happy i aud for this .
i made a lot a lot a lot of new friends .
bryan's rehearsals are stressful , but fruitful :D
as much as i miss chionging frm rehearsals, performing on stage.

for now its time for me to rest . i need physical and mental rest nw .
and prepare to go THAILAND !! whhoohoo. .
im leaving on saturday . i cant wait . im super excited.
whooohoooo !!!!!!!!

the best experience ever

2010-03-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

i enjoyed every single moment of this .

i didnt regret auditioning for this :D though next day was my exam .

but ya .

though i look like a fat slut in my costume , but i felt damn good for the actually perf.

as in , i had the best run during the performance.

thank god :D

also i made a lot of friends .

which is good :D

im missing gin aldy :(

yay ! love the lots lots lots

hehehehe ! yay :D

the bboy

the hiphop -er

the popper !

tpde with andy j ,gin , and a diva :D

JJ and i

i love this photo !

me and allegra

i love this effect.

mazlan . !!

this is a weird pic.

short post

2010-03-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

♥ TPDE

i haven been blogging as often as i used to , i realise.

well . cause nobody reads my blog , so its practically talking to myself.

isnt it ?

anyway , im damn lazy to blog .

will update on the choreographer's ball tonight.

another long post :D

2010-03-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

dinner and dance performance was ok .

took bus frm sch to conrad, and then i rushed down to oschool .

cause they kept delaying everything and i was gonna be late for rehearsals aldy .

this small perf or choreo's ball reh more important ?

choreographer's ball :D

anyway it was fun to be with the dancers, performance. hmm . okok only .

cause pretty last min .

to waiting time was ridiculous .

had mac after that . ate till 1am then went home :D

me and the pretty girl who is now stuck in cambodia:D

i kinda like this photo :D

all our hair so curly .

love this photo , love this girl:D

darling joyce♥

stars stars stars

2010-03-24T19:08:00.000-07:00

some random facts bt me:
i love stars .
ya uh . i love it when i lie down at the back of my mom's car looking out the window.
and star gazing and at the same time watching the trees pass by .ok , sounds stupid.its just something i like to do.
i can get like super excited when the sky is clear and you get to see like hell lots of stars .

i like fishes too .
weird . i know .
i always wanted to keep a fish/crab/prawn/lobster as a pet .
mom says no . but of course, i know i wont be able to look after the pet and
it'll obviously die eventually, so neither did i buy .
as much as i want them as a pet , i want them as my food too :X

met shuwei yesterday , like finally. after paper.
went to smu first, to meet limin , she taught me the rest of the bad romance choreo.
SERIOUSLY, DAMN SICK.
omg .
i wanna die nw .
ok , anyway , then i went to find shuwei at bugis.
we ate at v8.
cheap , and dope.
bought my dress. wanted to meet alibaba aka edmund lim guo rong and ah da and vic.
but the boys wanted to go home first.
tsk.
then we waited at mac till mom came. bought dau huay (ftw)
and back home .
i kinda enjoyed my day, besides the part i flunk my biz stats .other then that ,yup. nt bad.

GEMS 5

2010-03-21T20:16:00.000-07:00

prepare for a super long post.

TPDE !!

i've just been thru the best experience i've ever had .

does this make sense ?

anyway , the past few weeks , i was having intensive training , all for tpde upcoming concert.

neglecting my friends and family.

chionging training frm 9am -11pm daily .

it isnt easy . but i kinda enjoyed myself .

learnt ryan's modern choreo on monday (concert on fri)

damn rush ! LOL.

i had some partnering part with the king , badd. LOL. which isnt a very glamourous scene.

apparently, ryan described it as the "like as if u're getting rape".

and what i got is a BUTT ABRASION ! thanks ah ?

okok, i look damn damn fat. i know .

SHUT UP ,ASSHOLES.

hmm , and then i had mannequin. many of my friends who came to watch said its one of the nicest item.

of course la ! can u imagine ? we spent a lot of time trying on the wig .

yes, no joke. WIG. PINK ,BOB HAIR WIG. :D

*winks*

wanna know how it looks like ...

we all look the same .. but the funny thing is everybody can recognise me .!

why ?

cause of my boots .LOL.

cheyy... i thought nobody will know where/who i am . lol !!

though, concert is finally over.

i kinda miss tpde. seriously.

for the pass entire month we're spending ALL our time tgt. now it feels damn weird without meeting them :(

and the best thing that happened this concert is tpde becoming ONE truly.

no longer seen as modern dancers or hiphop dancers. but as TPDE.

its really happening.

im glad :D

ryan , he is one of the most inspiring instructor i know, i swear.

yay ! jean tan , wo men de ou xiang !!!

fierce photo

happy photo

my fav photo

the other most inspiring instructor, +

my favourite instructor/dancer in singapore:D :D:D

had lots and lots and lots of fun with you during

the entire gems period:D:D

love u lots lots

tanny aunty rocks :D:D

wo de nu er

freak ass excited when i saw them ! haha

my husband ! LOL. kidding la hor , husband , i know u are reading ;)

:D yayyyy !! gin ! gin ! gin !

:( im gonna miss her classes .

i like this photo ! !

mannequin dancers :D

jean tan's item !

mannequin

alice dancers

thanks for coming :D

lover girl :D

the smallest lil things can bother me .

2010-03-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

my birthday presents. not a lot .
but i love it :D

the 3, 11th march babies. :D

hehhe i love this pic ♥ ♥

are your really busy , or your simply cant be bothered .
its so dumb to even expect anything .
i feel like an idiot nw.

ok , i just dyed my hair ,AGAIN. this time it came out red.
but u know what ? i wanted BROWN. or blondish colour, but not that gold la.
ah ya , i just wanted something light .
i wasted $100 again ...

and gems is in a couple of days .
im too busy to even blog.
not like anybody reads my blog anyway .
but ya .
im kinda excited , but more of stress for the 2 upcoming concert.
ryan vomitted choreo at us on sat.
jia lat .
but the choreo is damn nice !!
im super worried for my 2 papers.
omg .
studying starts tmr !!
:(
during bryan's reh , i kinda let everything out .
stress level over the brim aldy :(
my head is exploding !

anyway , come fr gems 5 !!! :D:D

2010-03-11T09:59:00.000-08:00

thank god fr granting me with the best sisters ever, in the whole wide world.
all the trainings, ache , sweat i had today .
all the friends too busy to even remember or bother.
all the time constrain that i have that i cant even fork out time for myself.
didnt bother me anymore when i saw the present my sisters bought for me ,laid on my bed.

tpde camp !!

2010-03-04T09:17:00.000-08:00

WHOOHOOO .

today wasnt as tiring as yesterday .

or maybe not yet.

i have to sleep and wake up to feel the ache tmr .

im excited for tmr too .

tpde camp !!! and bryan's first reh ! ! opps . its gonna be DAMN XIONG . i swear.

ok , first thing in the morning , i realised i had to drop 2 items .

-_=what a start to my day . i dropped one item aldy ,btw-_=

then had ryan's rehearsal . not as xiong as yesterday . but still xiong .but i enjoyed, no doubt.

then rotted for 2 hrs doing nth .

THEN . street jazz. we're finished with formations , i think . LOL

then we had jean's item .

omg we learn /audition for new choroe .

cmi, really cmi.

btw we celebrated marcus's birthday too :D

and his sydc peeps came over and gave him a surprise .

oh plus cream all over his body .

a bit gross , but super sweet of them ! :D

yea . so anyway , im gotta sleep now ! waacking in tha morning , and then props , and then bryan's item ! wheee .

love love love <3>

2010-03-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

when the 2 babies meet.

strolling arnd , in her own world.

ari is the food good ? ?

ari: GOOOD !!!!! :D

baby yuyun walks to her mommy with the flower and gave her mommy the flower.

aww.

all i want for my birthday this year is a happy birthday .

idk.

its not gonna seem easy .

im gonna spend my day doing props.

post exam cny visiting

2010-02-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

last day of exams. though we kinda screwed our paper ,we're over with exams , and had to celebrate.

it was our last day as classmates:(

starbucks.

we went to this really cool cafe my sis intro-ed to me at 313.

the cafe had swings inside. lol.

i was kinda afraid we'll break the swing or sth .

im damn heavy, i know. dont mock me .

the food is good, the service amazing . the ambiance is awesome.

what more can we ask for ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BAIBAI, though i know you're prolly

nt gonna see this .

blogger made my photos look terribly dull.

went for hse visiting at clarence's hse :D

the girls

after exams its just shop shop shop .

i sooo cant get enough of shopping !

i didnt like buy a lot of stuff, trust me .

u know why im like that .

because i dont know when i'll be able to go shoppin again when training starts.

maybe im worrying too much .

bt im preparing myself with trainings every single day .

cause thats too many items , and too many concerts.

combase, i had 2 items. and i already had dance everyday .

now i've got 8 items . so yes.

but im actually pretty excited about it .

hehe.

went for gin's class on thurs.

saw bryan.

told us reh was cancelled- boooo !!

i was sooo looking forward to reh !

idk why ,but i didnt really enjoyed gin's class.

not because the choreo wasnt nice. its because i was stoning .

1 LAST PAPER

2010-02-24T03:10:00.000-08:00

HOLLLAAAAA PEOPLE OF THE WORLD !!!!!!!

1 MORE PAPER ! AND I CANT DANCE MY ASS OFF.
GET RID OF ALL MY SNACKS-TURNED-TO-FATS.
AND REPLENISH MY SLEEP !!=D=D

SMELL MY FREEDOMMMMMMMMMM...????:D:D:D

ok , its not exactly freedom . i know i'll hve to take
at least 2 supp papers. im just waiting for my death .pls dont let me remodule, pls pls pls pls .

and the worst thing is . last night i was awake till 4am .
chatting.
and i planned to study the rest of the chapters i didnt not study this morning.
thinking my paper will be at 2.30pm.
woke up at 8.40.
went to brush my teeth and ready to study .
and guess what happen ?
READ MY MESSAGE "MY BUS NOT HERE YET!!"
by amanda, i started to panic.
i can feel the cold sweat, no joke.
called amanda, told her IM DOOMED. changed and daddy fetched me to school.
flip thru micro, absorb as much as i can .
THANK GOD I DIDNT STUDY CHAPTERS THAT I ALREADY KNOW OTHERWISE IM DEAD FOR SURE.

anyway , i got into bryan's item .
:D
initially i was pretty upset because i screwed up my aud, and i didnt get any hiphop item.
but im over it . and im gonna learn to be contented with what i have.
and be more optimistic:D
i cant wait for rehearsals !

first up after last paper: MOVIE WITH AMANDA AND RIDZ , THEN TO GIN'S CLASS=D

need to go get a lot of stuff. SHOPPING :D . thanks to late night studying , i need to get more mac concealers. MAC SHOPPING TMR =D

AUDITIONS

2010-02-22T02:34:00.000-08:00

this picture is amazing.
whoever took and whoever is in this pic,
is damn amazing, i swear.
feels like twilight. =D

yes , yet another audition yesterday . i think this is my 10th aud this year(within this 2 months).
and yes, the following day i had 2 papers. which is today .
which i screwed .
and the audition ?
yea.. i screwed it too .
im pretty screwed up , aint it?

let me explain in detail (i have the next 5 mins before i off my monitor)

i went over to oschool for the audition for gin's laselle concert thing.
its her final year proj .
i went with tanny aunty .=D
and i went , when i have finished studying . how clever ? (retarded)
well , when i see who was auditioning, my stress level X10 !!!!!
why ?
cause im the only junior from tpde who came.
effing stress ttm !!
cause i'll be prolly the lousiest compared to the seniors.

not only that, i screwed up the entire hiphop choreo cause i blanked out .
i couldn't remember a single piece of shit . i just stood there like a fucking retard.
i bet everybody who saw must be thinking what the fuck ?

whether i get in or not, nothing can be amended now .
decisions have been finalized.
i hope i get into BRYAN'S, KATE'S or MAZLAN'S.
but i doubt i will :(
anywayz, byez. im gonna study now .

chao.
the retarded blanked out dancer.

exams fml . audition stress.

2010-02-20T10:34:00.001-08:00

im fucking deadmeat for exams.
not prepared. not in tha mood.

i shall study till 4am later. since i napped for an hr just nw already .
went for floor the love.
i was particularly excited though, i was tired and worried for my exams.
the loud music made me have headache . i couldnt take it , cause i was feel real tired.
thanks to vetting .i had to dance like 4 consecutives times, rest 1 item in between , and then go 2 more times. seriously, i dont know i if i can cope. i look terrible . cui ttm.
i slept at 3.30 for the past few nights. waking up fucking early in the morning .
i feel deprived of sleep .
and again i shall study till 4 . to complete 2 chapters .

got audition tmr, so many dope dancers going .
i dont know if i can get in=(

2010-02-18T08:48:00.001-08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

cny is so damn annoying.

2010-02-15T08:22:00.000-08:00

i kinda like this picture, i set it as my laptop background:)

my mommmmmyyyyyyyy<3<3<3>

lil sweetie pie .
yes, this princess have chocolate all over her mouth. adorable ttm.

baby ari . so cute and always happy.

i swear this baby is damn pro with iphones, the moment i passed
him my iphone, he swap the unlock button and changed pages on the
iphone to find his favourite game.
he is only 1yearold btw.

i kinda did not enjoyed my cny . seriously .
so many things to do , i really dint enjoy it well .
worst part ? im suppose to study, in fact i keep telling myself to study and fucking didnt study.
the ironic part is that im so worried for myself yet im not doing anything. i can fucking go and die now.
sorry,im kinda feeling angsty right now . maybe pms-ing.
idk.
pbht. i dont feel good . bye .

my CHEENA valentines day

2010-02-14T21:55:00.000-08:00

people with small eyes.

they said we look like christmas tgt. red and green.
btw , the people below are acting as presents-_=

this aint the original pic, i took from my sister's camera.

i like this picture, its damn funny !!

new year is so not ok . really .
i dont even have a single bit of cny spirit at all.
im not even half as excited as last year .
well , perhaps its because of the fact that i HAVE TO FREAKING STUDY ON CNY !fck.
but anyway , the only happy thing is i've enough angbao money to go thailand already .
*wiggle eyebrow*
after chinese new year dinner at my grand's hse, went to meet the rest of the people to watch valentines day ..
i freaking fell asleep the entire movie.
seriously.
vic was the only one who thought it was nice .
i totally wasted my money .

2010-02-12T21:50:00.000-08:00

was doing some research for my thailand trip with clique and my sistas .
my da jie showed me this very pretty hotel . its a boutique hotel !!
it looks like a dollhouse ! seriously.

white is really pretty , with the chandelier

this is the toilet ,btw.

look at the gorgeous bed.

sad to say , we aint staying this hotel . because of the bad reviews.
too far away frm city area.
service like shit .
food like shit .
no lift, have to walk up the stairs with your luggage etc.
bt its really pretty.oh well.

LUAM IS THA BOMB ! I LOVE HER .!!!

there's so many things to buy, but so limited money.
ARGH.
i want a bag .
i almost ALMOST bought a bimba and lola bag . which was $1005.
BUT ! its on 70% discount .
hw can i not get it right ?
nice somemore.
my mom said she'll sponsor .

but anywayz, i didnt buy .
save money . cause i think its a nobody-know-brand.
so yea , save up your my coach bag better .=D and wallet ?
and i need to buy apple care fr my mac which is another $300 .

argh . . . . pissy day

2010-02-09T08:31:00.000-08:00

firstly, i screwed up streetjazz, idk WTF im doing .at all. serious.
thanks to my family, who decided to change ALL the positions of our furniture. i nw cannot use my mac which needs to connect to the darn router and doesnt have a plug to plug in my adapter.FML.my mac is useless now . i can only use my mom's vaio now .arse.
im kinda excited that i can finally return to studiowu tmr for JAZZ. FREAKING EXCITED. ? feel my excitement ?!?!?!?!?!? wheeeee.** LOVE LOVE LOVE.

BTW , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA LEE!!!=D=D=D=D

EXAMS

2010-02-08T17:01:00.000-08:00

i think im gonna screw my exams. i have to chiong biz stats and ba NOW !!
fuck life ,fuck school , fuck exams.

dance dance dance .
i know .
but its really quite shiok u know=X .

after exams, im going for kate's class. FOR SURE !! i dont care .

thurs , im gonna chiong to bugis for last min shopping =X

COLOUR CHANGE !

2010-02-07T06:36:00.000-08:00

the power of photoshop+my canon camera:D

EXCITED !!!!

yesterday's rehearsals were fun ! :D
esp jean's reh . lol . lots and lots of laughing.
actually, its true. im very lucky to be able to get in all the items i want.
must really treasure and work harder :D
after dance, went home to get change and out .
dinner was OMG. we ordered hell lot of food.

went shopping with my sisters today .
damn funny .
went to far east, then 313.
head to forever21 and i saw sabrina, my pri sch friend .
then went up 1 more level. i saw yiwen ,bessy etc. (studiowu friends)
and then went up one more level. i saw shuwei (sec friends)
and finally i turn arnd i saw joy (tpde/poly friend)
its like the entire world is at forever21 ! hahaha .
had fish and co for dinner. ITS BOOMZ! lol .

da jie just helped me dye my hair .
i dont know if its nice . oh shit .
but i know my hair is hell dry now .

LONG DAY !!!

2010-02-05T10:15:00.000-08:00

FIRST OF ALL .
EVERYBODY WATCH THIS !!

lol !!!ok then continue with my post.
yay ! i got balloons ! which was very useful. hahahaha. can tie on my hair !!!

i skipped both micr and biz stats. need to clear leave u know =D
Then we went to tcc to dance .
hahahaha .
had aud .
zomg.
i think i did quite badly ? i really dont know . but i really wanna get in the first item .
i dont even know if i can even get in any of the modern items . seriously.
every 5mins, i click on tpde blog. no results.
ARGH !! the suspense is killing me !!! and i bet im nt the only one .
lol , and we played with helium at tcc.HAHAHAHA. QUITE FUNNY. my voice. HAHAHAHAH!
after aud, me and youjing rushed over to cai's house.
omg, wii is damn fun !!! hahahahahaa.

there's sth on my face, i think its an orb or sth.

damn retarded,like seriously.

as you can see ,cai is botak . going ns soon .
AND CAI , PLEASE TAKE CARE .
go for supper when you're out:D
this time , really really REALLY, my treat ! =D
ok , i just finished dling vamp diaries ! cannot watch now, otherwise i dont need to wake up tmr anymore .
watch tmr.

YAY , STREET JAZZ AND JEAN'S ITEM TMR. im soooooo looking forward.GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

p/s: im gonna check the blog for the last time before i sleep.

MOTIVATED

2010-02-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

this is one of my rare happy post.
i know.
im an emo kid .

LOL.
anyway . initially i wasn't planning to go gin's class cause nobody could go with me.
okok, i know, i can go myself WHAT ?!
ah ya ..
so anyway , in the end dicky went with me.
i rushed back frm school.
there was a jam at paya laybar. kns.
then i was late.
dad picked me up frm the bus stop.
go home change outta my formal wear, into dance clothes.
dad fetched me out .
late , cause jam still.
DAMMIT. then we reached the studio like 15mins late. i stood RIGHT AT THE BACK.
anyway, so gin taught telephone. OMG, OMFG. ZOMFG !!!
damn nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
though i could barely see anything cause im all the way to the back . OMG .i can feel the aura .
was called up ,yay ! :)
omg , im mesmerized by her choreo and the way she dance.................
LALALALALA,IM IN LOVE WITH THE CHOREOGRAPHY <3<3<3>

dance- it'll always be about dance.

2010-01-31T21:00:00.000-08:00

there are a couple of major events coming .

CNY - HAVEN FINISH SHOPPING YET.
EXAMS- im dreading it already ... -_=
GEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO..
THAILAND TRIP WITH MY SISSY SISTA AND MY CLIQUE !!

p/s: i think the 2 photos of the girls are damn nice. i like their dressing !!! =X

okay , chinese new year. . oh damn . i haven finish shopping for clothes, neither am i done with cleaning up my house.
my house currently look like a junk yard now, no kidding. we're getting rid of all those nonsense we kept /bought.

next, exams.
i just skipped lecture today . cause i decided i need more rest .
why ?
cause ..... after visiting the dentist yesterday, the nurse woman person told me i cant eat for the next 2 hours . pretty depressing u know. .btw, i changed my pink bends to red ! for CNY !!!
anywayz, so i went to buy all the happy food i will wanna eat after 2 hours .
went down to hougang to get my contacts. saw a lot of happy food ! PASAR MALAM !
i bought 2 taiwan sausage, 1 cheese sausage, 1 ramly burger, 4 steam cakes.
LOL.
dope right ?
obviously i didnt eat finish everything in 1 go.
i ate 2 taiwan sausage and 1 cheese sausage. and i threw away the ramly burger cause i ate it like 2 hrs later, which was gross, and i couldnt bite it , cause my teeth is still pain .

3 packets of food

became 6

anyway , yes i am a glutton, and i do not deny that fact that i am !

anyway , so yes, the very clever , fat, glutton ,me , just worsen my own throat infection .
ha, how very clever ?

next, GEMS !
im actually excited and looking forward to gems . even though its like .. less than 2 mnths away ?

after gems we're all probably gonna be damn bonded and hyper and all of us will probably improve hell lot . i cant wait , seriously !

and nicole shuwei wilson my noisy sister and i are planning to go thailand for a mega shopping trip.
SHOP, EAT, PLAY !
im really looking forward to this trip. ! we've confirm the date and all , all we need to do is plan our itinerary and book the tickets and accommodations .

body breaking down .

2010-01-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

i slept at 3am last night , but i woke at 6am . i felt super duper stuffy, aching , basically i felt very uncomfortable .
when i finally fell asleep at 7+, i woke up at 8, late for lec.

i cant skip school today cause i've got presentation and test.
thankfully, tpde was canceled, both today and tmr.
at least i wont feel tempted to go for dance since its canceled. i can rest.
daddy came to fetch me after biz stats . heng .

i've got dance every single day , except sunday .
been auditioning a lot the pass 2 weeks .
reached home , rush my projects till pass 2am . wake up at arnd 8am . this became a routine for the past few weeks.
im now having fever, temperature 39degrees.
the funny thing is i feel kinda hyper , then the next moment im feeling all moody and crappy.
btw, i haven got fever for like the past 10 years. so its damn weird for me to have it .

im still damn happy with the fact that i got in all the itms i wanted for hiphop side.
modern haven aud. i hope ryan uses the street jazz he choreo-ed.

MY PARENTS ARE THE BEST !!

2010-01-27T09:35:00.000-08:00

im soooo fucking exhausted, but i cant go to sleep !
why ? because of my procrastination .
WHAT ?
yes.
now i gotta spam all the last min work .
when for dance today . hai . first, the studio blacked out .
for at least 30mins.
then we kinda pissed ryan off.
super duper tired after dance .
well. but u know what made my day ?

i alighted the bus stop, the first person i saw was daddy !
he was waiting for me at my house lane.
he didnt know when my bus is gonna arrive. and i dont know how long he've been waiting there , cause when i messaged him when i was like 30mins away .

and then when i reached home, i saw mom peering out the gate, waiting for me to come back.
yayayayayayaya, they treat me like lil kid.
its not only cause it was late, and the fact that my housing estate is filled with construction workers, but its cause they cant sleep knowing that their daughter isnt home from school.

yayayayaya, machiam like pri school.

oh well , it kinda made my day knowing that my parents care and worry for me. =D
as in ,obviously they care. AHH YA ! ANYWAY . U GET THE POINT LA !
tired..-_= gtg. BYE BITCHESSSS..

HAPPY NOTE: I GOT IN BOTH WAACKING AND JEAN'S ITEM . I WAS JUMPING WITH JOY WHEN I FOUND OUT .

2010-01-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

Your eyes were like a fire that could fly me to the clouds .

im kinda happy today , cause i got in streetjazz !!!=D=D=D=D=D
idk if i can get into waacking or jean's item(which i doubt)
but anywayzzzzz....
wheeeeeeee......!
oh and i bumped into bryan today . LOL .
saturday ,WAACKING SESSION . WHOOOHOOO !

2010-01-25T16:54:00.001-08:00

everyone else is soooo good.

my childhood=D

2010-01-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

im sure everybody (or girl) have played masak masak before right ?

(isit spelt like that???)
u know , where u got your cooking set , and pretend to cook when you're young.
my maid found a whole box of toys .
so totally remembered playing with all these !
lol .

had dance today . =D
gin taught a super fun ,dope choreo.
the only part that is not fun is the fact that i had no space to dance, no mirror to look at ,
and not much air to breathe .
why ?because everybody was trying to squeeze to the front to learn the choreo .
i must admit , im one of them .
ok , so. .. i shouldn't be complaining right ?
hai , u pay a price for being kiasu.
oh , and i cant wait to aud for street jazz and waacking ! im so excited !!=D=D
anyway i took bus down to town to meet mommy.
i didnt get to buy and clothes . but i bought like accessories ?
i've got only $200 this week to buy chinese new year clothes.
so if i spend more than that tmr, i gotta fork out my own .
then again , theres always next week right ?
LOL.
ok i sound like a spoilt brat.
i will try to save. try ok ?

anywayz. me and mom was lazy to walk any further(we were at far east)
so we walked over to goodwood hotel to get sharkfin soup from thai village restaurant.
LOL. one whole pot for myself. i almost puke .
heng i nv order meat.
i'll vomit and die.
p/s: did i mention how motivating ryan was on wednesday ? even though i couldnt catch the choreo, it was one of the very rare times that i cant catch a choreo and i come out motivated, all ready to train harder !

pp/s: i cant stop thinking =(

2010-01-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

i hope amanda choo is not right this time .
i better pull myself out before its too late.
why place hope in something which is almost impossible right ?
nope, this time its not bout dance again .

had supper with mr soh cai xin !!!
WHEEE, DURIAN MOOSE .thanks for the treat mr late king !
i saw baibai at dessert bowl just now .

2010-01-20T09:34:00.001-08:00

sometimes i think too much =(

craving for hagen daz !!

2010-01-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

THIS IS THE DOPE SHIT MAN

JESS BABE SORTA TREATED US TO ICE CREAM. whoooohooooo . THIS IS THE SEX.(not exactly la , just that is really damn dope. )
seriously . we need round 2 !!!
damn shiok , seriously , damn shiok.

sheila gave us all mushrooms =D

haven been blogging like normally .
updating my life .
well , i just had a performance for the safra show. =D super last min .
we only had 3 rehearsals.
but i enjoyed myself, and i learnt something .
which i really need to take note of.

cause of this performance, i missed gin's lesson and badd's item aud .
but oh well .
in the end i learn gin's choreo in like 45 mins ? i couldnt absorb much .
i was copying all the way .
i look fucktarded.
by the end of the day , i was so freaking upset with myself .
for not being able to learn faster , do better, be more expressive .
i need to improve on my hiphop, which keeps deproving .
also , my expression isnt even that good.

anyway , today i got another shot for badd's item .
yay ! i got in .=D
need to learn how to do more character dancing . =D

oh ya , plus today's role play was damn funny .
ridz is sooooooo fantastic as acting as gay .

ALL EMO SHIT

2010-01-18T07:58:00.001-08:00

just dance .

i feel so disappointed with myself.
everything has been going the opposite way .
whether its studies or dance or anything .
I FEEL LIKE FUCKING CRAP.
i need a break .
i really need a break,and just do the things i like , not having to worry and stress up abt so many things .

fml fml fml fml fml .

i'll never get what i like ..

i really dont mean to spam you with all this emo shit .
i need to find myself again. i need to do something right .

TUCKER TUCKER

2010-01-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

i've spent so much money on cab fare lehh....
attempting to save half my weekly allowance failed.
=(
shall try to ask my ah bu for cabbing allowance .

OMFG. TUCKER IS DOPE SHIT !!!!!!
distorted . I LOVE IT . (LOOK AT MY VID IN MY WIDGET)

MY TOP LIST FOR FAVOURITE OVERSEAS DANCE INSTRUCTORS . no preference, LOVE THEM ALL EQUALLY. !!!!!!
1) LUAM !!! OMG LUAM ..
2)ELLEN KIM !! =D=D=D=D=D
3)BOBBY NEWBERRY !! !!! !!
4)BRIAN FRIEDMAN .
5)SONYA =D=D=D
6)TRAVIS WALL
7)MIA MICHEALS.
8)MANDY MOORE .
9)MARIEL MARTIN
10)SIU MAY

ok ok . still got a lot . i cannot finish listing . . . .

p/s: even though gin couldn't make it for our training , training with the grandseniors has been equally shiok =D

one of those pathetic dance moments again .

2010-01-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

seriously , when will i ever be like that .?
no i dont expect to be exactly like the dope as ever ellen kim . but i would really wanna dance like that .
my hiphop is like crap . my jazz techniques is cmi . (dont compare me to you , cause if u JUST started learning, its not even comparable to me . im not hao -lian ing . its just that i've been doing jazz for so long already , and my techniques is still like that , it IS cmi. )
and my musicality is pathetic , i am serious .
hence , i will never be able to catch LA hiphop .

also , i think its true . that im a individualist.
so what if u dance well ? cause if u stay in your individual box , u will never be able to dance with others . then u perform what ? shit ? perform solo.
well , im not even that strong , so this option is out for me .
but i'll learn . .
when i was in secondary school , i always get solo ( ya la ya la, let me hao lian abit can .i now dont have mah !! )
i mean like seriously , in secondary school , its only a small lil portion of people . its damn easy to be better than others when u already have dance background right . ok anyway , so my lao shi always gives me solo, well , this is where the problem arise .
people accommodate to me , shift their position away for me to dance .(shiok right ....dont roll your eyes at me la . . )
then now , i dont even have the basic spacial awareness .
which is FUCKING RETARDED. im a loser. yes i am .
and. . . .
its a different thing when u get outta sec sch into the dance world .seriously , you will be nobody if u dont work hard.
apparently , im still nobody , but im trying my best to work hard.

u know what , maybe is because im a super hao lian , action mama , think i damn good dancer .
ah ya ! dont know la .
im pathetic.
BYE !

-

2010-01-09T08:07:00.001-08:00

i feel like im alone.

I WANT A RAINBOW CRAB !!

2010-01-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

ISNT THIS LIKE FUCKING COOL ?! a crab !
a reaaall cooool one !

after yiwen's class at simei , we went to check out the pet safari . omg ,then i spot this cool looking dude.
i like the blue part of the crab,thats what attracted me.
i always wanted a fish /crab /prawn/lobster.
my mom dont allow .I LIKE LOH !!
the only thing is , it is damn troublesome to keep it . change water,optimal temperature, half water half sand . ah yo yo .
nvm , my maid will do it .

oh well !
reh tmr . excited !wheeee...

commitment

2010-01-05T04:24:00.001-08:00

i dont exactly feel excited yet. . . i know i know . . please don't roll your eyes at me .
i just cant help whining about the fact that i cant go for other classes , or perf. =(
but i know i will definitely regret if i dont join this .
and regret the fact that im WILL enjoy the bonding , the process of training tgt , getting scolded tgt as tpde.

from next week onwards, im gonna have training everyday , aside frm sunday .
im gonna miss jazz trainings =(
jazz !!!!!!!!
just 2 mnths .
im gonna go for jazz tmr . enjoy it before intensive training starts .

SAVE SAVE SAVE .. IM GONNA MAKE USA HAPPEN !

SHOES

2010-01-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU MOMMY ! =D
bought me the above shoe , its not like fantastic , bt it was much better than i expected, i swear. i thought i was getting some i-dont-wtf-is-that-kinda-shoe.
but nope. i think it looks good .
she just wanted me to be happy thats why she bought it . =)
and she bought me agnes.b key chain .
okok , i got enough shoes for the crazyyyyy trainings that starts next week .
i cant go back wu for the next two months =(
but oh well , i can jian fei cause training schedule is really CRAZIEEEEE !!

im sucha baby, the fattest one you'll ever see.

2010-01-03T08:37:00.000-08:00

call me a baby , call me childish or whatever.
i've gotta admit this , i miss my mommy .
im getting a new burberry wallet . i think .
im crossing my fingers that the pair of shoe my mom bought is nice !! =X

oh and i got my pastry shoe already !wheeeee.. i like .
*thanks jessica !!!!! *
but i waited for the person for fucking long , and i was fucking pek chek.

i cant eat anything nice , life sucks .
but i CAN EAT MASH POTATO FRM POPEYE=D so tmr im going with joycelyn !wheeeee...*

AND I'VE DECIDED. im gonna work next sem , and try to earn money .
not to shop, but to save money so that i can go USA at the end of the year .
to shop, dance , and SCREAMMMMM* .
USA is my dream .

p.s: * i wanna be a ninja or a vampire, either one is cool*

pain braces, exciting shoe.

2010-01-02T08:56:00.000-08:00

im worried , my mother bought a shoe for me frm japan.
i've got a really bad feeling . . . . that it is expensive ,and not anywhere close to anything i MIGHT like .
damn .
but im getting my shoe tmr ! pastry =D !!

EH , im not as crazy as nehnehpok ok !

hahahaha .
cause i no money .

anyway went to sell our stuff at the flea today , with da jie .
we didnt earn like boomzxzx .
but just sufficient , and maybe enough to give all of us some cash .
ahya , a bit only la .but got profit .

not damn fun , not much nice stuff to buy too .
but i bought 2 rings ! damn cheap , 1 red turquoise.
cheap !!! =D=D=D=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MOMMY DEAREST=D

2009-12-31T23:18:00.000-08:00

went to rebond hair yesterday...
then we went to celebrate our new year's eve at shuwei's house.
drank played talk .
till people got drunk.
guess who?
refer to pictures to make your guess.
HAHA.

k , i've finally put on my braces btw.
and its painful.
i wanna sleep early tonight=) bye.

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

2009-12-30T09:20:00.000-08:00

ok here i go .
i will add more as i remember .

1)improve my dancing ,to be a better dancer and performer.esp in my hiphop and jazz .

2)be a better person . in terms of character and attitude towards family, friends and life.
(btw, i mean it.
looking at people i dont not like should be a reminder of what i DO NOT wanna be[besides the bitching, opps, nah... kidding])

3)be a better daughter,sister,friend .=)

4)STOP PROCRASTINATING , AND BEING LAZY. ha , actually , i dont expect this resolution to come true.. oh well , i'll just put it .

the next few is the common ones..
5)BE SKINNIER ! BE SKINNIER !!!!!!!and prettier !!

6)HEALTHYYYYYYY ...

7)GOOD RESULTS. !!

8)MORE MONEY (allowance)!! WOOHOOO , FA FA FA !!

now... the not so common and boring ones ..
9)BUY ~~LESS~~ MORE CLOTHES AND SHOES AND BAGS !!!

10) get my driving licence-_= (though, its not like im gonna get a car...)

11)learn WAACKING!!!! (nnp!!!!=D=D=D=D)

ok , i think i have WAY TO MANY new year resolution. okokok
the last one that caixin requested .

12) TREAT CAI XIN BETTER (like shit)

OH BTW , GO DOWN TO THE SINGAPORE FLYER ON SATURDAY , ME AND MY SISTER WILL BE SELLING STUFF THERE. ITS THE BIGGEST FLEA EVENT OF THE YEAR .(OR RATHER THE NEW YEAR)
3PM ONWARDS=D

just thinking

2009-12-29T04:11:00.000-08:00

how isit possible that one people can fall in and out of love so easily ?
like u fall for 1 person , then u realise that THAT is actually not your true love. u forget about that person , and then u fall for the next person very quickly .
actually , i think that is DESPERATION.
its not even love.
u wanna be in love , that is what u want . u force yourself to think you're in love.

im sorry , im just being random , watching WAYY TO MANNNYYYY DRAMA SERIES.

DREADING SCHOOL, as usual.

2009-12-28T19:08:00.001-08:00

first day of school , i skipped lec cause i was too tired and having monday blues.
second day of school , i overslept cause i was talking to shuwei over the phone till late .
im am SO DEAD.

btw, im gonna start thinking of my new year's resolution . hmm.. i'll list it out tmr/tonight.
LONG POST TO GO =D

girls, girls ,girls.

2009-12-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

shuwei came over cause she was suppose (or rather i asked her ) to help me
help me with my newspaper article.
well , apparently i did most of the finding and writing , she just stood there staring at my tv as if she have nv seen a tv before(WITH HER JAW DROPPED OPEN)
i should take a picture of that .
instead of doing my work , we ended up doing mani pedi.
watching videos , talking , eating fast food , and ice cream .
omg .
a sinful yet girlie day .

matching hp with ds .
shuwei's black phone and ds
my red phone and ds.=D

oh , and something weird happened.cause my main gate was left open .
and me and shuwei was in the living room .
there was this man who walked into my house .
YA ! like WTF !! i went to the gate and asked " CAN I HELP YOU ?!?!"
then man then walk off.
WTF. how can he just walk into people's house like that . its not even legal .and its pretty dangerous cause there was only 2 of us at home,god knows what he wants .MAYBE STEAL THINGS LA . I KNOW LA , he wont rape us .
anyway then i sent shuwei down at 11.30 . another weird thing happen , suddenly got a bicycle following us .. we turned arnd ,
it was my DAD ! lol . he scared got bangla rape us . EH, GOT OK !recently someone got raped by a bangla here.
DONT PLAY PLAY HOR !

dreams.

2009-12-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

judging what christmas was like , im not gonna expect much frm cny .
and i've my mind , by 21years old , i shall go to usa. shop and dance till i DROP .
i swear .
provided , the world doesn't end by then .

BABIES !

2009-12-26T08:27:00.000-08:00

my mixed blood cousin=)

my FOREVER SO CUTE lil niece =)

my lil baby nephew who is getting cuter and cuter each time i see him .

went to miss ang's house for christmas lunch .
hahaa, still the same old miss ang , so naggy !!!
LOL.
took cab to smu to find tanny then we went over to pomo for streetjazz and hiphop.
*BANGBANG*
tired ttm .
i guess i've lose my momentum and hence my stamina to dance for long hours .
actually ,its not even that long .
after that went to eat tau huay with tanny and bryan .

mrt-ed to someset to meet my family for dinner .
not bad.
JUST THAT I WASNT DRESS FOR DINNER. seriously. not even close to enter such a restaurant.
anyway , we still did. had dinner ,an expensive yet not fulfilling dinner.
p/s:i swear i've gained weight .

EDMUND LIM !! READ THIS !!=D

2009-12-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

christmas dinner was so-so only.
supper with edmund vic boon jess nic and kim .
lol . some people only look good cause their hairstyle is nice. once u change your hairstyle, u look like kns .
u know who im referring to, edmund lim .

ok people , who are suppose to celebrate with us on the 31st , we're going the sentosa resort villa, edmund's treat. look at the convo.
WOOHOOO . THANKS WIG BOY .

shir lyn:
the sentosa resort.
villa.

EDMUND.:
cheap also
SERIOUSLY ?

shir lyn:
$1260 ++ only.

EDMUND.:
GO THERE ?

shir lyn:
u pay what

EDMUND:
I ON LO

christmas eve was ... crap

2009-12-24T19:45:00.000-08:00

this isnt some disco , this is my grandma's hse.

honestly , i thought the fun thing abt christmas is to really choose a present for someone u think would love it than to randomly pick something up and give it to them .
then if this is the case , i'd rather not receive anything .
because it is not at all sincere.
and of course it'll results in some crappy i dont know wtf that is kinda present.

i went for christmas eve party with a box of tissue. and i finished it , plus extra boxes available at my grandma's house .
how "FUN".
on a lighter note, i got to eat my rendang which wasnt that tasty . or was it my taste buds?

kids pulling out some lucky dip in the fish pond.LOL.

btw , went to watch avatar with tpde peeps. DOPEEEEEEE !! even though it was quite giddy-ish cause of the 3D glasses.
quite exciting , made me dance u know ..LOL.

i seriously hope christmas dinner later on will be a good one . im not expecting any presents , just a good sumptuous dinner. =D

F*** U , SORE THROAT.

2009-12-23T18:40:00.000-08:00

well , it dont just have a sore throat , I HAVE A FREAKING THROAT INFECTION.
which was bothering me the entire night . couldnt sleep well.
THIS IS SOOOOOO ANNOYING.
i still wanna eat my rendang . =(
im feeling terrible=(

jazz was awesome yesterday =)
i like i like . but whether i did it well , its another thing .

ok , im gonna be late meeting clarence zheng yi they all .

i want your love .. LOVE LOVE LOVE !!

2009-12-22T09:10:00.000-08:00

its been decade since i attended such fulfilling and amazing class. since i've enjoyed every single moment of the class.
that get me wrong , its not that the other classes i attend is not enjoyable . its just that i've been extremely demoralized by the classes, and i've been pretty upset with my standard .

today was just amazing . i swear my excitement has not faded.

okok ,let me elaborate abt my day .
firstly ,i woke up and started watching the series of "the vampire diaries"
im hooked, thanks to jazreen .
then changed to prepare for my cousin's wedding . i've decided. i shall plan to have my 21st bday at the sentosa resort , VILLA.
its gonna cost a bomb, but MOMMY , PLS PREPARE.
the food is even more amazing ..
lol . then i had to wear my glam clothes ( dress , heels, stockings, hairdo) with MY HOT PINK ULTRA HUGE BAG PACK to meet tanny .
lol , i was so embarrassed . cause it is obviously , fashion disaster.
then went for bryan's workshop.
like i've already mentioned above . AMAZING.
we danced to bad romance.
then we went for tau huay =D

p.s: i realised i have never performed street jazz before=( my fav genre . (besides lyrical jazz)
im not implying to anybody . it was just a random thought when i was walking home .

just a random thought .

2009-12-19T09:09:00.000-08:00

ok this is a whole list of random thoughts.
i think a lot . so yes..

1) one day i shall go to some classy restaurant , order all the yummy food , and eat ALONE. i know right , retarded , loner ,blah blah blah . but i wanna try this . cause this is something i dont dare to do , but i kinda wanna do it . i know , ironic. whatever .

2) im kinda scared of what people might think of me . i know . . . doesnt seem like it right ?
but yea , i am .

3)i think im very proud . fat . lazy and stupid. and actually i know im not that good after all.

4) im afraid of things going into my ear . i've got sensitive ear. i fear insects crawling into my ear and building a nest in my brain or sth . its cause my mom told me a story abt a kid eating sweets on his bed and there was a lot of ants on his bed.so the ants entered his ear , build a nest in his head.and he died.

5)i dream to go to usa to dance for at least a month . and shop till i drop.

6)i use to shit a lot . like twice a day . but now my digestive system is deteriorating

7)i think i can speak chinese well , but my friends says it sounds funny .

8)before i dream to be a dancer , i wanted to be a bus driver. yes , those sbs kind .mommy said next time i grow up can drive big car , i wanted the biggest kind of all .

TPDE OUTING

2009-12-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

junior tpde=D!

yes, tpde made this.

WE CAUGHT 2 STAR FISHES. but we released it back to the sea.

badd and nelson caught a whole lot of hermit crabs , and snails. released them back to
the sea after that too .

did i mention that forever21 at 313 looks like a palace ?! its like heaven .
and the accessories there is like cheap ttm .
anyway, on friday, meet up with tpde to go sentosa !!

wooohooo. fun ttm .
we played dog and bone.
captain's ball .
volley ball .
cam - whored .
badd and nelson caught hermit crabs.
zheng yi caught 2 star fishes.
i was damn excited. i wanted to bring it home . but they wont survive if they stayed home with me =(
oh well . i wanna go back and catch more crabs and star fish next time !!!!!!!!!!!
then we went to vivo for dinner =)
played murderer and polar bear.
then we went back arnd 11 ?
lol .
we all squeezed into the lift.
i think there's like 9 of us ? or more .
with some uncle .
omgggggggggg.
OMG !
he said clarence looked like some 12 years old boy .
LOL !
and his mouth smells like rotten egg !
I AM SERIOUS !
omfg , there was this foul smell coming out of his mouth , i thought it was someone elses BO.

i cant wait for tues . cousin's ROM and street jazz workshop =D

a very long post .

2009-12-15T20:26:00.000-08:00

ok , i've got a lot of things to update .
dont skip ok , just read .. slowly. ?

monday , my very first day of my holiday ,officially .
went to meet shuwei .
lol.
well , i bought a hot pink bag on impulse.
i like .
then i was almost late for sheila's hiphop .
after that went to tpde's chalet.

its hell lot of fun ! really .
we played games till 4+5 am .
lol .
drinking games.
china man and polar bear .
lol.
damn funny . cause the narrator speaks broken english , harris.
LOL.
oh well . then i fell asleep at 5am . i guess ?
next day we walked arnd , eat , talk.
lol.
we played china man , and had to talk in an indian accent.
lol .

went home at 11pm.

wednesday . went for lyrical jazz ,tpde.
jessica came !!
woohoo . ryan taught us a new choreo .
damn nice.
but i cant catch the timing .
i wanted to leave early , but , the choreo was tooooo nice.
took cab down to smu .
sheila's jazz.YES.
again .
DAMN NICE ! argh .
but i cant catch the timing .
i think not only my jazz has deproved ,my musicality has worsen too .
hai .
i love jazz.

i love jazz the most , but should i focus on jazz or hiphop now ?
and how am i suppose to focus on jazz, go for extra technique classes ? but where.

im effing frustrated now.

A GREAT START TO MY HOLIDAYS

2009-12-12T07:57:00.000-08:00

WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START MY HOLIDAY !! =D

went for bryan's waacking workshop. DAMN NICE !!
but its damn fast . bt i love it .though i know looked like a fool .=(
oh well . i shall go learn waacking properly .
after that tanny and i went back for FLEA !WOOOOHOO.
i bought a bag , a sandal ,a stich , a scrump and a pants.
my stitch is gay , cause he wears a pink blink necklace.
and he is damn xin ji zhong , cause he has blink stars all over it .
yup.
anyway , then we went back to studio to cook.
yup.
cook.
cooking mama,kinda cook.
tanny cant cook for sure.
lol !!!
anyway , then me and yiwen went to meet bryan again . bought mac and went back to
studio to eat.
apparently , i too damn long to chew the fries. ya . cause my teeth feels weird.
though its no long pain.bt it feels weird.

anyway , jia you to those performing tmr ! =D .

STITCH BABYYYYYYYYYY !!=D

2009-12-11T08:02:00.000-08:00

i want a stitch blanket, bedsheet , and pillow by CNY !!!
im gonna search for it . it aint gonna be easy , cause stitch isnt as common as mickey or pooh bear .
I DONT CARE.
i WANT it .
oh , and stitch pj .
YES, THE STITCH CRAZE HAVE STARTED. i wanna get a stitch pouch for my ds.
STITCH !! i wanna marry stitch .LOL.
im gonna sleep nowwww !!
to make up for my lack of sleep .

COOKING MAMA3 ! i love it . im gonna play before sleeping .

I CAN SMELL FREEDOM AT THE TIP OF MY TOE .

2009-12-10T02:05:00.001-08:00

JUST 2 MORE FREAKING SHIT STUPID MKT CHAPTERS BEFORE IM FREEEEEE.
oh btw , i totally screwed biz stats.
im serious .
i've never ever in my life left so many qns blank before.
yup .im THAT stupid.
go ahead , laugh at me .

anyway .i cant wait to DANCE DANCE DANCE , SHOP SHOP SHOP.
oh and not forgetting EAT EAT EAT !!
you must be thinking ..'wah lou , so fat already still eat'
EXCUSE ME , TRY EATING PORRIDGE , AND ONLY PORRIDGE FOR 1 ENTIRE WEEK LA .
u go try la !
and i gotta continue eating PORRIDGE AND ONLY PORRIDGE frm mon onwards.
so when i can finally start chewing tmr ,hopefully . or sat. im must bulge on all the sinful stuff.

I CANT SMELL FREEDOM ,YET.

2009-12-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

2 MORE PAPERS TO FAIL BEFORE I CAN START PLAYING , EAT, SHOPPING , DANCING

MY ASS OFF.

IT DID HELP ME RELIEVE A BIT OR STRESS

2009-12-07T23:33:00.000-08:00

A QUICK LAUGH FOR 5 MINS to release Stress

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Teacher: History's a very interesting subject. It tells u about what'd happened in the past.
Student: Pl teacher, I don't think I want to study history.
Teacher: Why?
Student: There's no future in it.

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Teacher : Ted, if your father has $10 & u ask him for $6, how much would your father still have?
Ted : $10.
Teacher : U don't know maths.
Ted : U don't know my father!

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Mother : David, come here.
David : Yes, mum?
Mother : U really disappoint me. Your results're getting worse.
David : But I'll only get my report book tomorrow.
Mother : I know that. But I'm going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I'm scolding u now.

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Father : Why did u fail your mathematics test?
Son : On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son : On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 & on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8.. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?

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Mother & son were doing dishes while the father & daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father.
Daughter : It's mummy!
Father : How do u know?
Daughter : She didn't say anything.

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Girl: Do u love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would u die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love

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Man: How old's your father?
Boy: As old as me
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born

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Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue & frog's leg.
Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.

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Teacher : Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his?
Simon : No, teacher, it's the same dog!

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Father : Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Son : That's why I say she's no good!

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Teacher: 'Where were u born?'
Student: ' Singapore , Sir.'
Teacher: 'Which part?'
Student: 'All of me, Sir.'

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A teacher was asking her class: 'What's the difference between 'unlawful' & 'illegal'?'
Only one hand shot up.
'Ok, answer, Joan' said the teacher.
''unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow & 'illegal' is a sick eagle.'

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Teacher: 'How come u do not comb your hair?'
Ah Kow: 'No comb, Sir.'
Teacher: 'Use your dad's then.'
Ah Kow: 'No hair, Sir.'

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A boy came home from school with his exam results.
'What did u get?' asked his father.
'My marks're under water,' said the boy.
'What do u mean 'under water'?'
'They're all below 'C' (sea) level'

p/s: condition of teeth : not as pain as yesterday. yesterday was excruciating, no joke. today at least u dont feel the pain when you dont eat . stupid me when to buy siewmai in the morning , i accidentally used my back teeth to chew on the siew mai , it felt like diamond, i swear . i had to use my front tooth to bite/chew .how pathetic . after next monday i hope it wont be that bad afterall .

FML

2009-12-07T05:17:00.001-08:00

guess what ?
IM GONNA FAIL BA , AND MY TEETH STILL HURTS .
AND AND AND , IM GONNA FAIL MICRO.

im sorry if you're annoyed with my complaining .
but , TOO BAD ! this is my blog .

kill me

2009-12-06T17:45:00.001-08:00

my gum feels effing sore .
my teeth is squeezing one another .
im not prepared for test.

fml .
someone kill me ?

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY 2 FRONT TEETH , NOT .

2009-12-06T02:40:00.000-08:00

i swear , going with dad to the dentist is a bad choice .
he freaked me out with all the pliers and stuff.
totally not cool .
anyway , i dont have to extract my teeth , yet.
so people out there waiting to laugh at me cause im gonna be BO GAY , too bad for u !
and , i wont have to sing "ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY 4 MISSING TEETH"

plus , the following monday , im gonna put on my braces already . =D HOT PINK .
i've already decided what colour to put . =)
and and and , i've got rubber bands between my teeth now , to expand the jaw or sth .
i cant eat properly, i cant chew. CAUSE IT HURTS.
SHIT !! its damn pain when i eat .

ok back to studying , im not even suppose to be using the computer.
so not productive. BYE PEOPLE . =)

my nameless post.

2009-12-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

woke up late yesterday .
so much for sleeping at 4am .
its not even that productive .
smartie ass , now i feel so tired . i cant study much ...
mommy drove me over to tamp to meet the rest.
we walk over to school lib to study . well , it started off well .at least all of
us was into damn intense studying then it started to get restless.
but at least i finished 3 chapters of biz stats already ,with joycelyn's help. =D
though i haven memorized the theory ,which technically i dont have to , i just need to mark out the ans in the txtbk. open book test.
im doomed for ba anywayz.
then i've gotta finish my remaining chapters for elasticity .
im not gonna use my laptop much tmr onwards. i really have to do some intense studying ,i try ok?
lol.

anyway i went home , changed went out .
meet tanny and yiwen =) !!
couldnt decide on any movie . went to find bryan instead ! =D
ate dinner , and listen to his stories abt USA.
i feel more inferior now . why ? cause i doubt i'll ever go to usa to train , i'll go there and be the biggest loser.
had dinner ,then went to tcc for drink /dessert .
i swear i miss classes like crazy . i haven dance in a week plus , which is damn long .
my body is yearning to dance . esp my fav genre , lyrical jazz and street jazz.
but i really gotta study . hai =( i miss the past .

its really not that i dont wanna go for classes, but i'd rather go for classes i truly like and benefits me in improving. i dont wanna dance for the sake of dancing , and end up just doing steps.
i wanna dance with my heart .

p/s: cant wait for bryan's workshop=D=D=D my fav song ..
p/s: i've been eating my fav maltersers chocolate for the past entire week ,1 day 1 packet.
OMG , i really gained weight alread=( not dancing doesnt help at all .
pp/s: since im gonna chiong classes after mid sem test , i've decided to commit suicide by attending bryan's waacking . god bless me .
ppp/s: after tmr , dont get a shock when u see me .

red bull is bullshit

2009-12-04T10:57:00.001-08:00

red bull give me wings ?
i turned arnd , touch my back .
felt nothing .
RED BULL IS BULLSHIT .

i still feel sleepy. ok , bye , continue studying . omg this is my third post for the day .

LIFE SUCKS TTM

2009-12-04T10:00:00.000-08:00

life sucks , fml ...
i wanna quickly get over mid sem test.
i know i write this in all my posts.
but seriously , i wanna get over it .5 EFFING PAPER.
feeling me ?

microeconomics is shrinking my brain .
literally making my brain micro.

2009-12-03T21:31:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I'm retarded. I can't concentrate . Or rather I don't understand all my subjects.
Don't laugh at me behind your computer screen, you asshole.
Im all alone in the lib cause ridz is out celebrating his awesome birthday and Amanda choo is having her world issue lecture.
And here I am, pretending to study microeconomics when I'm actually studying iPhone, Twitter and facebook.
Hey, this isn't easy alright.

Ok I'm getting constant smses frm joycelyn to study. She's like a psychic or sth, she know I'm ignoring my books.=X
omg , so yes, gtg!! Bye!!:)

2009-12-03T06:27:00.000-08:00

im thinking of a lot of things ..
way too many .
for my small brain to handle.
i feel like crap .
after mid sem i can finally take a short break before my hectic semester continues .
i really wanna dance . im losing my momentum . im deproving .
i can't wait for the next semester to start , in fact im feeling very very excited now .
why ? its cause i've got only 3 subjects.
cause i've already finished all my cds . that means i've only for 5 lessons (lec + tut) per week !!
wooohooo.
i can go get a job . i can dance my crazy ass off.

bye , im off to study ..
SHIT U MID SEM.
IM GONNA SHIT ON U .

HELP ,im dying.

2009-12-02T07:39:00.001-08:00

SHU WEI ! FIND THIS FAMILIAR !! LOL .
dont kill me .

i dont wanna study anymore .
i wanna go shopping .
watch new moon .
go for dance classes.
go thailand.
get christmas present .
and new year ang bao .

someone please save me frm my misery .i @!$_(@%!_%( -ly hate mugging .

im gonna be more demure frm tmr onwards.

SO NOBODY CAN CALL ME VULGAR !!!!!
HMPH.

It Gets So Cruel, It Gets So Cruel Out There In The World Outside
When Your Standing, Just Standing On Your Own,
Oh, It Seems Like Every Little Part, Of Your Soul’s Exposed
And I Know Out There, No One's On Your Side.

i miss THAILAND !! =(

2009-12-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

I WANNA GO BACK THAILAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I REALLY WANNA GO BACK .
PLS PLS PLS .
MOMMY , DA JIE , ER JIE .
WANNA GO BACKKK !!! PLSSSSSSS ='(

there's sooooo many reasons why i should go back !!

i deserve to go back , dont ask me why . i just do
everybody is going thailand !!! yan ,amanda and whoever is going there.
I WANNA FUCKING SHOP. im so deprived . =(
i can go get chinese new year clothes .
platinum mall is the best (shopping) place on earth .
i wanna go back.
thailand wants me to go back.
i need to go back
I WANNNNA GOOOO THAILAND !!!! ARGHHHHH !!!

on a happier note: i finally got my stitch pencil case , which i can bring into exam room .
:)

=) i didnt get anything i wanted ,today.

2009-11-30T06:42:00.000-08:00

i swear i was actually freezing . its damn cold.

i studied till 2am last night .
but i couldnt sleep cause i was having insomnia .
quite weird .
anyway then when i woke up and study again .
i sound like i studied a lot right but no , i took so long to study cause nothing
went into my head.

i realised that i can only study at night .
my dark circles expanding

k time to study again =X bye .

STUDYING SUCKS!

2009-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

i cant wait to get my macbook back.
why ? cause my life is incomplete without it .
why ? cause it doesnt complete the package
what package ? THE apple itouch ,apple iphone , apple laptop package.

p/s: i cant upload a lot of photos , cause i dont have photoshop . once again , my mac book is in the hospital.

i just realise something, i haven seen tpde people for a week plus .WHICH IS DAMN LONG , OR RATHER , THE LONGEST PERIOD .
:(
also , i haven been going to wu for a couple of months . yes , i did pop back once or twice for open studio . anyway, mom accompanied me on sat to wu . paid for the package. im no longer on unlimited :( i swear , after mid -sem test im gonna chiong classes and get back on track .

oh btw , i wanna learn waacking :) diana , my dear nehnehpok , wanna learn with me ??? :)

ok , back to study .

HELLO STALKERS . i know u are reading my blog.......

2009-11-26T08:15:00.000-08:00

now i know who truly cares and who are the fake bitches who pretends .
u were never that innocent , i swear.
stop pretending ,cause its disgusting .

p/s: people , dont even try guessing, cause nobody knows who im talking abt .
except shuwei.

went for gin's class.
damn shiok :)
really .
i felt damn good after class.
even though i suck .

im gonna study. and then shop . tmr:)

Girls Night Out

2009-11-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

So yes, after school i went home to change .
then came out to meet the rest of the girls .
LOL. we had our girls night out .
went to vivo. oh well , we cant go in powerhouse because....-_= . nvm .
shuwei , u owe us one .
then we went to butterfact , get our stamp. then we to a bar to sit .
iski bar.
i swear the place is damn cool .
its super duper cold.
"ISKI" the name says it all .
its cold to the point when you talk , smoke comes out your mouth .
will go back there after mid sem tests.
LOL.
talk , played. then went back to butterfact.
honestly , i think clubbing is a feet stepping pit .
all they do inside is step on your feet.
i felt awkward and weird .
i dont even know how to dance . it feels weird not being able to dance properly .
when so many people arnd you , its so constraint . i was stuck there , in the middle of all
the people , stiffen up.
i left after 10mins .
me and shuwei ended up camwhoring downstairs.
i know right , so loser-ish .
but i really prefer chilling out at a bar where i dont have to scream at the top of my lungs to get the message over. .

:(

ps: my stomach is exploding .
i wonder how long have i not done cranches ?

FUCKED UP !#_~()#)@&!$_!&#%*(~!#~

2009-11-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

IM SO FUCKED UP.
life is so unfair .
some people can be so selfish .
im so fucking annoyed .
im so sad .
im jealous .
argh :(
i wanna cry . . . . . .

iphone isnt that bad afterall , besides the battery

2009-11-24T07:13:00.000-08:00

class was alright ..
thankfully , i wasn't late .
for the first time , i attempted to pay attention in class.
and well , i did understand .
biz stats was alright .
my attention span , very short .
at least i understand the front part . then my mind drifted off towards the end of lecture .
marketing is damn fun !
why ?
did i mention my teacher let us out of class (roam arnd sch) to do our research . which means that we can go anywhere , do anything , as long as we come back with research at the given time ?
WOOH. he is dope.
this was the week before.
then today , he went thru lecture notes , and then he told us to go down and do our research for our proj and then come back at (given time) .
apparently , my group already done it during break .
im like "WE DID IT ALREADY ! SO CAN WE GO AFTER THAT ? "
the teacher was like ,ok , but next week then your will go back last .
im like wtf , then i said " BUT WHY SHOULD WE BE PUNISHED WHEN WE MADE AN EFFORT TO COMPLETE OUR WORK BEFORE HAND ?! "
lol . he didnt argue back .
LOL. so when the rest went down to do research . we stayed back , discussed for 5mins .
and then we went home .HAHAHAHA.
he was like " ok , u can go! "

DOPEEEEEE SHIT RIGHT ?!

took this pic using my iphone .then editted it .
good ? bad ?

p/s: i dont know whether i should or not ?
i know i want it , but my mind tells me that i'll regret it.
what should i do ?
i know the ans , maybe assurance is all i need.
:(

sleeping on buses

2009-11-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

i've been noticing this for damn long already !
what ?
people sleeping on buses .
HAHAHAHAHAHA. nope im not saying its wrong . cause i dont deny the fact that
sometimes i do doze off when im sitting the mrt/buses too .
lol .but what i find funny is these people falls into this really really deep sleep , they dont realise what is happening arnd or even TO them when they sleep.
well , what i noticed is when they sleep , their head is not leaning on anything , not on the window nor the back of the seat .
its just there, dangling towards the direction of the bus .
this isn't the climax.
the best part is everytime the bus jerks , this sleeping beauty will hit their head against the window / back of the seat.
*POM*POM*POM*
lol . i was laughing inside . cause i dont understand why they dont feel the pain at all.
i'm sorry , i didnt mean to laugh . but really , i can feel their pain . but i doubt they themselves feel anything .

anyway , extra micr lesson was cancelled in the end.
rushed home .
repainted my nails .
used com.
yadayada.
brought my lappy out .
went to meet shuwei .
finally sent my mac to apple for repair .
bought a pair of shoe and dress.
YES.
the pair that i wanted :)
im a happy kid now .happy but broke.

*im writing lesser abt dance now . im worried for myself. am i losing anything ? i really need to start working my ass of .it seems like my momentum is dying down .
i don't feel like im improving , well , thats mainly because im not doing anything to help myself improve. i need to study too . boo.. life sucks .
perhaps the only thing im gainin is weight. :(*

*i need to get new foot thongs :) zebra prints / leopard prints ?*

2009-11-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

its fucking annoying when people are so indecisive .
WHATS YOUR BLOODY BRAIN FOR ?!

TOGA

2009-11-21T21:28:00.001-08:00

im glad i had prom last year instead of this year .
:)
why ? cause at least not the entire world is wearing a toga ,besides me :)
but honestly , i think its kinda wasted . cause mommy paid so much for my dress , and i only wore it once . =X . and i think i spoilt the dress...
opps...

meeting miss shuwei on monday ..
stupid tut till 6. meeting her after that .

i cant wait for wednesday !!
please dont fucking ruined my plans again , TP.
i planned an entire day of activities already (events)
first , go to school for stupid tutorials and lecture till 4pm . which will probably end around 3.30pm.
then go down to town to meet my long missed shuwei :)
and then do some shopping . till 8pm or so .
rush home , change bathe . back to vivo arnd 10+ +

P/S:I KNOW U MISS ME , SHUWEI . .
PP/S: i had the weirdest dreams ever. i was a spy ninja. in my grandmother's house.

I WANT HOT PINK TRACK PANTS .

2009-11-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

gold silver gold

omg , gin's class was fun ttm.
she was kinda shock to see us there.
enjoyed her class :) i think i wanna go again next week =0
p/s: i realised i haven been stretching for damn long already . i need to start stretching and become more flexible!!

OKAY . FUCK U MICRO ECONS , WE HAVE AN EXTRA CLASS ON MONDAY CAUSE LAST FRI WAS CCN . NOW U RUINED MY SHOPPING PLANS. fuck u ,teacher.

I've been a very a naughty kid.
i skipped sch .

went to watch 2012 with the guys .
i cant believe ZHENG YI, U FELL ASLEEP !
its so interesting . i love the show ,btw.

u know its disgusting yet funny to see how girls can be sucha bitch ?
im not denying the fact that im one , but not to the extent of insulting absolutely
anyone and everyone u dont like .
why ?
just because they look funny.
u know , even if u look prettier than other girls ,it doesnt give u any god damn right to insult anyone .
then again , people who do such stuff obviously dont have much substance in their brain .
because all they do is act like a bimbo , and insult other people.. well, i guess thats their only talent .
oh btw , dont get me wrong . i wasn't insulted . i just came across some blogs and realised that their entire tagboard is filled with spammed messages .
sucha pity .

lazy , i am .

2009-11-19T00:05:00.000-08:00

i wanted to put all my dance clothes in another wardrobe cause my cardboard is full .
i walked to my wardrobe . open the door , stare at all the junks inside.
closed the door, walk off.

:)

improve, i wanna improve.

2009-11-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

i feel like im stagnating again . like im not even improving .
the more i dance , the more demoralizing it gets.
i have the worst musicality ever , i cant freestyle , i have very bad control, even my jazz/modern isn't even that good . well in fact , i suck in modern and jazz. cause i cant even do a proper double without falling . if u think my double is nice , well , that means u cant even do a double , thats why u dont know how shitty it looks like .
i need to start attending classes again . hence im going for gin's class tmr .god bless me .

ok , i have a lot of things to update one .
sunday , me mommy and erjie went to watch paranormal activity .
ok , watching for the second time , i realise its bullshit. lol .
we went shopping , dinner at crystal jade and then movie ...
monday , went for tprawks .
had rehearsal and then i rushed over to studiowu for open studio .
lucky mom came to fetch me . otherwise it 'll be quite impossible to make it in time .
but after 1 hour , my brain was practically not functioning already .
why ? cause i started dancing frm 2pm all the way till 6pm . rest for 30mins , rehearsed till 7.40 .
rest another 15mins cause mommy fetched me to sw . danced till 10.30.
but its quite shiok to dance the entire day .

tues , performance day .
i think i did horribly.
hanged out at tcc after that. heart to heart talk the entire day .
fun<3

p/s:daddy just set up our desktop com for me .YAYYY:) its all repaired and workable.
pp/s: mac baby , im sending u for repair tmr :)

those were the days . . . .

2009-11-14T20:22:00.000-08:00

i wanna swagger. .
i wanna sweat like mad .

i wanna flick my hair .
i wanna arch my back .
i wanna act all nonsensey and make hell lot of noises in class

oh man .. i miss those days =(

i need to go for classes ,badly. im only dancing like twice a week .
i used to dance every single day , EXCEPT THURS.
lol . all my gfs knows that .
it really feels weird not to go for dance everyday .
when i mean dancing , i do not mean hanging out with your friends , sitting there , doing practically nothing .
i mean really learning something , moving your body , sweating .
i miss kate and bryan's classes.
my 2 favourite style besides sheila's jazz.
*pout*

where should i go ?

DANCE -SHIOK . SHOPPING - NOT SHIOK

2009-11-14T08:12:00.000-08:00

went for dance today .
learnt choreo for monday's tp rawks.
nice:)
then went for yiwen's class.
DOPE !!! i love it !!
at least i didnt rush down for no reason .

went home bathed , blahblahblah .
went far east with mom and sis .
and then .... *TAH DAH * !!!!
I SAW A PAIR OF SUPER NICE SHOE !!
omg omg omg omg omfg.
i wanted to get it , but no size.
so i went to other shops to find it .
but , before i can find it .
i had to leave.
-_=
the sales person was like "its running out of stock "

dammit..
im never gonna get that pair of shoe .

i seldom see nice heels ok , so dont roll your eyes at me .
i was really sad . cause i really really really really really really really like it a lot .
=(
im going back to continue the search for my dream shoe (heel)